Streets: Organza

SEMUA ORANG BELAJAR, SEMUA ORANG MEMBESAR; TETAPI TIDAK SEMUA ORANG MENJADI DEWASA. SELAGI HIDUP BERSAMA MASA, MAKA SELAGI ITU JUGA YANG HIDUP ITU DEWASA BERSAMA USIA..

Assalamualaikum & greetings~

Lama dowh nda jejak ni ‘rumah’..sorry laa~ ntah, macam busy sangat konon~ ahaha, actually da bingung ngadap jurnal yang maw d ‘extract’ dengan format TNR, 1 SPACING~ heh..

Hidup dua tiga mggu ni kinda pelik, dgn streets yg dilalui penuh dgn unrecognizable pnya shadows~ datang cam tuh jak, suddenly..tapi I’m still the old jerk yg die hard fan ‘Don’t Trust Boys’..mungkin terlalu negatif kan, tp I really learn from my surroundings..they will leave u someday! Just wait~

Bila lihat two of my GFs ditinggalkan after all that janji manis..urgh~ realitinya YES! Sangat99 YES!

So, why la ko percaya dia?
ahaha…ain't you bitter, Sai or Li Po?

I'm not~ really, I want to have nothing to do with him till I really2 yakin he's the one~

Kena hidup dengan expectation orang ni susah..tapi lagi susah kalau kena hidup dengan expectation diri sendiri terhadap sthng yg ada skema 'THINK POSITIVE' sebagai ingredient utama dia~

That's why, he'll remain same like the others..FRIENDS..he'll not get hurt & same goes to me jugak~

though life is all about risk and it requires u to jump, but I'm still the risk-averse.. :P

Yes, I'm relief bila sedar the worst is over now & we can breathe again..In other way, I wanna hold you high, but there are still much left we need to learn & ada LAW yang kena dijaga, dijunjung & dipatuhi bila berpijak pada bumi-Nya~

part of it jugak: I don't feel like I am strong enough when you're gone away..





so, memang ada yang lg complicated dr gmbr di atas ni la kn~~
ada jodoh nda ke mana~
may Allah bless u no matter what & when..
keep living :]

Bloody 'Disneyland'

Assalamualaikum & greetings..

Things got even worst..urgh~

Kalau taw pilihan tu dipilih(kan), I'll not choose to step even an inch to facing them..

After all, they left us with android to live on for this another 2 sem..

However, again, it turning my life more than 360 degree this time..it's really bloody 'disneyland', but what else matter? nasi da jadi bubur..hanya ajal maut yang akan mengubah semuanya sekali lagi..



to my beloved pelangi's & jun's..u may say kami ni, or specific la, me = pengkhianat, munafik or sthg along that line, it's fine, really fine, faham apa yang kamu rasa, tp behind each action lies reason (yg kamu xfaham, dan mungkin tamaw take an effort utk faham pun), with the big R.
all i can say now is SORRY 9999999999..


welcome back sai..
there u go a new classic,

'WHATEVER DOESN'T KILL ME WILL MAKE ME STRONG ENOUGH TO KEEP LIVING ON'

may Allah bless

V.I.C.T.O.R.Y

as ABOVE, by FOLLOWING



Walau bilangan yang menang sedikit,
tapi kemenangan itu pada tahap tertinggi..
Tahniah, semoga dapat menunaikan tanggungjawab yang diamanahkan..

Salam kemenangan!
may Allah bless..

PRK | UMS 2011

GIGI - 20022011

my lil sis sudden drop by, got expedisi-saya-xtaw-full-nama-program,
bila sampai satu lokasi, nampak macam ada kempen super mario~
haha, kaler baju diorang sejibik cam super mario punya kostum~
and I got record of time 'hari paling skejap turun KK'..
just wanna jumpa dia, sbb dlm bulan 6 or 7 baru jejak balek rumah..



it's just part of our GIGI*~ she create this word..
*GIGI - a word describing our laugh & happiness~


tataw kenapa I should post this kat sini, tapi this's my sanctuary,
might relatively lebih selamat ranting kat sini berbanding kat fb..
part of the reason, saya rindu-rumah-tahap-tiang-99..

Yaaa~ I'm missing home so badly! pa lagi bila dengar my kakak sepupu will get married next weekend, and congratulations! nda dapat balek lg sbb I guess sambutan Maulidur Rasul punya tanggungjawab is at the highest priority, SPPS tuan rumah kali ni~ :)

enuff to describe how long of the time length I should get thru till bulan 6/7 cecah kalendar~
:|

oh stop rambling, kain bertimbun maw cuci~

- with love, 20022011 -