‘BAIK’ & BAIK

Macam mana nak jadi BAIK? Meant to say sebenarnya as baik in BAIK, not ‘BAIK’.. :]

Manusia akan tanya soalan ni at some point of their life or age, tapi definition BAIK tuh berbeza-beza ikut rasa, budaya, cara hidup for previous years back then..
Bro H cakap kita kena define dulu word ‘BAIK’ tu apa sebenarnya, sebab kalau tak taw, tak paham & tak kenal maka tak cinta, dan kalau tak cinta maka tak dapat menjiwai . .
And definition dia mudah jep~ BAIK: Sesiapa yang beriman dengan Allah tuh baik. .
Beriman dengan Allah happen bila kita buat all things yang Allah perintahkan dan tinggalkan semua apa yang dilarang. .
No offense. . amar makruf nahi mungkar. .? Yes. .~
It’s emphasizing on how to jadi BAIK secara holistik. . means that, selagi ada benda yang tak settle betul-betul, selagi tuh la definisi BAIK tu tak tercapai lagi. .

“Hai orang-orang yang beriman, masuklah kamu ke dalam Islam secara keseluruhannya., dan janganlah kamu turut langkah syaitan. Sesungguhnya syaitan itu musuh yang nyata bagimu. .” 002: 208

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Ada orang cakap biar la dak pakai tudung pun, janji solat lima waktu cukup sehari semalam. Lagipun ada jep orang yang pakai tudung, tapi buat benda bukan-bukan, as in single word maksiat. . orang kita macam selalu salah faham. .
mungkin sebab selalu beranggapan yang Islam tuh cukup sekadar bersimbolkan pada solat. .

Jadik kalau dak solat. .? eheh. .~

Memang la, solat tu tiang agama, tapi Islam tidak semata-mata tertegak dengan solat jep. . Allah da sebut dalam 002: 208. .~ maknanya, memang kena settle dalam segala benda. .

Errrrr. . addin? YES. . ~

Addin tuh way of of life. .Cara hidup. .(kita amek cerita aurat) maka. . . . . . .

1. Kalau cukup solat tapi tak pakai tudung, tak cukup BAIK lagi. .
2. Kalau pakai tudung tapi tak solat pun, tak cukup BAIK lagi. .
3. Kalau pakai tudung tapi pakai short sleeves nampak lengan, pun kira tak cukup BAIK lagi.
4. Kalau pakai tudung tapi pakai baju ketat berbayang, pun tak kira cukup BAIK lagi.

Dan. .

Dengan sekadar pakai tudung, pakai baju lengan panjang, tu da dikira baik? Cemana pulak kalau baju tu form fitting, macam sama dengan patung baju kat kedai, tudung pulak jarang sampai nampak batang leher, nampak anak rambut. .

It’s NO BAIK la. . it’s ‘BAIK’. .ikut perspektif masyarakat kita, not all, just part of our masyarakat. .

Orang tu kira BAIK, kalau. . say a girl, pakai tudung lepas bawah, then pakai long sleeves, dan pakai stoking siap in pakej. . that’s BAIK enough for some ppl’s eyes. .

Tapi kita tak tengok pada pergaulan with different gender dia cemana, terjaga atau tidak?

Bab aurat da settle, tapi pg K-Box, pg cinema or mentioning GSC, g konsert. . agak-agak lesen BAIK tu sah lagi ka tidak. .?

Mungkin sebab benda tu ramai orang buat, da jadi norm. .benda tu da tak kira salah la ey?

And sometimes the ‘vogue fashion’ punya law pun diletakkan darjat lebih tinggi dari hukum yang ditetapkan Tuhan. .not mentioning anybody or any event yang di-Islamkan. .~ heh, hands down. .

Tapi. . dey kichi, hukum Tuhan mana boleh lawan. .~
Kita hidup di bumi Allah, so kalau nak jadi BAIK, undang-undangNya kena ikut. .

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*quote or unquote, you may think that I merely talk, bla bla bla, but believe me, I’m part of the statement above. .enough stigma & judgement, there’s always room for improvement though. .

Bukan mudah untuk open the song’s files and tekan butang ‘Delete’ for Evanescenes’, Daughtry’s, Sambora’s and those other songs yang dak sebut langsung pasal Allah. .~

Bukan mudah untuk terus tinggalkan that ABO, AXN & FOX overnight. .

Bukan mudah untuk change those novels for buku-buku agama. .Bukan mudah untuk tinggalkan blockbuster movies & K-drama yang melalaikan. .

It takes more than 24 hours kalau bebunga maw kembang mekar penuh pun; figuratively. .The only comfort is knowing that we’re trying & tengah put effort untuk live life ikut skema Allah. .

Not mentioning anybody. .sorry for any words yang menggugat kegembiraan anda. .I’m merely insan biasa. .~
Yet, who cares kalau anda nak terus hidup dengan jaga tepi kain orang, tapi takut la your own whole kain is koyak larger than mine. . eheh
Nway, kita sentiasa perlu mengingatkan, kan. .? dan peringatan untuk saya sendiri. .

..peace no terror..

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ALERT: If u want to continue reading, sure. .but if u don’t feel comfortable. .and it taste bitter. .stop here.

Another tahun Hijrah, tho it’s already 12 Muharram. . semoga tahun ini lebih baik daripada tahun-tahun sebelumnya. .~
Great tahun baru. . with those ombak, survivor yang not-so-survive, and there’s only table rant, no rooftop yang sesuai dipanjat kat pulau. .with Maher Zain’s nots, some matchmakers, senter (haha, sbb drg tak paham what is TORCHLIGHT is all about). . thanks girlfriends (kak yong, adik & cik siti). .! for all that kira bintang moment. .~

And not mentioning all the survivor moment we have had, because it’s just too sweet & remarkable. .kalau maw jugak, just wait for the SURVIVOR ASIA new season (if only if ada la, this not mcm amazing race, haha)
So, maw wat ala-ala Glee punya final sec of each episode, hik3..let me show another not-so-original punya a way of gratitude, presenting. . 

Maher zain | Insha Allah
By: Kamarol Maron

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x2
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x2
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Everytime you can make one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x2
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x2
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insha Allah x2
Insya Allah we’ll find the way
Insha Allah x2
Insya Allah we’ll find the way
Insha Allah........

and..the most important decision in life are usually the hardest decision to make~
I’m in that ‘game’. .not even scores any point pun. .not even 1. .
But, keep living. .! 

may Allah bless!

Suddenly..again~

Beberapa minit lalu..

alFatihah..
Another ‘kehilangan’ in kaumkerabat..
untuk arwah pakcik yang comrade, untuk arwah my forgived kembar..
yang kini menanti di Barzakh..
it’s just too sudden, yes, without any notice~

and till now, I still can open my eyes without a tears, even a tears~
mungkin terlalu biasa sampai macam maw nangis pun terasa tersekat cukup di dalam jep..

-minta maaf atas ketidakpulangan-
( i know diorang xkan baca)

2010..yes too many ‘leaving’..cukup memberitahu kita juga semakin mendekati that ‘beginning’..
semoga Allah merahmati mereka di alam sana..

: .daripadaNya kita datang, kepadaNya kita kembali .:

Hate/Love 3

The street: topwonderwall bukak 'gelanggang'
Their story come to life~
Ripoff terhadap dua benua punya 'wage-differential'..

:. Strangerbytheday .:
versus: jalanan, kecamuk dalaman~
sheesh +_+

Allah bless..

~undescribed~

don't know what to say~
rasa cam mata masuk pasir 5kg bila kena paksa wat menda yang
saya dak mampu..
suda cakap, I'M NOT THE PERSON YANG LAYAK..

I just don't want..don't want..don't want..don't want..don't want
which part of the words DON'T WANT & TIDAK LAYAK yang mereka dak paham sebenarnya..
or with intention tamaw paham?

sheesh,
duniaygpenuhkelicikan,
enough said~

Been a month or more.....

Assalamualaikum & greetings..

It's been a taktawberapabulan dak bertenggek kat sini..
to tell the truth, in my current place, it's just macam I need more 24/7 to complete all to-do-list include updating my fb which is not important actually, and I don't ever care if it is hacktrojanworm by any brilliant hackers~
ngeh..

maw exam daaa~
tapi 1 chapter pun maw amek hampir dua hari baru betul2 faham, it's called as lastminutestudy-padanmuka!

the core utk entry kali ni is about.....erm.....pasal, eheh~
bingung sebab tengok notabertimbun dak berbaca kat depan mata~

ok, dakpa, na, baca ni dulu, presenting:


Life After You
Songwriters: Daughtry, Chris; James, Brett; Kroeger, Chad; Moi, Joey;

Ten miles from town and I just broke down
Spittin' out smoke on the side of the road
I'm out here alone just tryin' to get home
To tell you I was wrong but you already know

Believe me I won't stop at nothin'
To see you so I've started runnin'

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you

Last time we talked, the night that I walked
Burns like an iron in the back of my mind
I must've been high to say you and I
Weren't meant to be and just wastin' my time

Oh, why did I ever doubt you?
You know I would die here without you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you

You and I, right or wrong, there's no other one
After this time I spent alone
It's hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind
Thinkin' 'bout the better times, must've been outta my mind
So I'm runnin' back to tell you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
Without you God knows what I'd do, yeah

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' 'bout all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through, yeah
Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you, yeah


AND, apa erti hidup sebenarnya?
trying to life after Him..
*assumption hold: you = apasahajayangbolehmembawasayamenujukejalanNya,

bila jumpa strangerbytheday from different world,
rasa macam yes, my life gonna be relatively perfect,
if not completely perfect, tho..

tapi, sejauhmana hidup yang hampir sempurna tu bererti?
sebab maw ertikan hidup supaya bererti is not easy~
NOT easy..
and I repeat NOT EASY..

and I, still standing on the diverge road..
try to redefine (sorry, im perosakgrammar) life,
to living here for hereafter..



Allah bless..

The 10th Hour (Ep, 1)

“Apa yang kamu faham tentang Islam? Apa itu Islam?”
soalan yang boleh menggegarkan lutut..kuliah pertama Pemikiran Islam Semasa..kelas yang mencabar..Prof. Shahrull suka mencabar fikiran-fikiran pelajar..eheh

“Yang tudung hitam di hujung paling belakang..apa itu Islam?” urgh..tercekik gula-gula..

“errrrrrr…..” awat otak dak boleh cerna soalan ni..huh..ngaaaaa

“Islam….agama Allah..” tampal senyum plastik..apsal cam amnesia..! ngeeee

“Kenapa kamu katakan Islam itu agama Allah?” hailaaaa..prof ni la jugak..’adventure’..senyum..renung kertas berconteng nota & hiasan ntahapahapa di atas meja..

“boleh saya cuba..?” pandangan ditebar mencari empunya suara..sapa maw jadi aku punya Raden Pateh Karmawijaya ni..

lelaki berjanggut..mengangkat tangan..pen digoyangkan..
fuhhhhhh, selamat akuuuuu..

“okeee..teruskan..” prof mmg terbaikkkkkkk..ngeee

“Islam itu………………………………” aku sekadar memandang sekilas..ermm, stok ‘ustaz’..terima kasih kerana membantu saya..hanya itu yang boleh aku lafazkan dlm diam..manifestasi melalui pandangan..

“haish, dia kelas ni jugak rupanya..” Anis tetiba menggelabah..Dia manusia la, xmakan org..

“sapa gak dia tuh..?”

“Abang senior tu..tapi mungkin baru amek sem ni kut..mantap tu Kim..klu bercakap..berisi..” segan la pulak…heh

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“sapa juak dia tu Anis?” dak faham aku tengok Anis cenggini..

“tak taw nama penuh, tapi ada kawan-kawan panggil dia Abang Raf, geng-geng YDP DPP kita jugak..” uikkk, smart nama..rap..heh..yo yo bro..! =P

“orang kita ka?” curious…

“dak pasti..mcm bukan, tapi dia tu senior..Sabah jugak la..”

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Malam itu sekadar berlalu sebagai hari biasa..hari pertama kuliah mengikut budaya formal..hehe..

Tidak terfikir untuk melanjutkan cerita pasal ustaz penyelamat tuh..Planner dibelek untuk persediaan kuliah esok..yes, first week of kuliah yang BOSAN!



H.I.D.U.P

F.R.E.U.D [ End ]

Lambat-lambat ja maw gerak..in a way mungkin dapat lambatkan waktu itu..berat ja maw siap..berat hati maw fikir yang lepas ni mungkin tak dapat jumpa lagi..tak dapat nak duduk & gelak sampai tercungap-cungap sama-sama lagi..tak dapat nak wat jenayah sama-sama lagi..tapi..everythings under His control..

“Dengan berakhirnya penyampaian cenderahati tadi..maka berakhirlah sudah acara kita pada hari ini……….”
Kata-kata yang melemahkan..terasa macam nak putar balik each sec yang kami spend together..

UKM – USIM – UUM – UMS bukan dekat..bukan selangkah..
Tapi..pagi itu kami dah ala-ala menang kes..bila En.Basyir tegur kami dulu..and volunteer nak hantar kami pegi airport..whoaaa..rezeki mencurah-curah ke ladang gandum..

“Setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan…”

“Jumpa lagi erk..”

“Add facebook..”

“Nah, terima la bunga dari UKM utk UMS..” mata dak lepas dari pandangan dia..

“Maaf ya kalau ada salah silap..”

“Sai, jumpa di Tawau..” dia..wat aku tersenyum..akan dirindui..

“Sampai nanti mesej la..”

“Bye….” last word..classic case of farewell..yang menyesakkan..

Go now kawan-kawan yang all the way boleh buat ketawa though dapat blackmail ‘hukum mandatori’..go now the kawan-kawan yang who never complained but were always doing things for others despite how outrageous they were..

Dan there’s a person yang masih di sini cuba memujuk diri menerima kenyataan..haha..sounded petty, childish and ridiculos kan..tapi kita dah kenal..dah selesa..Meski 72 jam dah berlalu..meski dunia di sini tidak sunyi tanpa gelak ketawa..tapi tetap tak sama bila kita duduk dengan people yang will do the things that we do..

No matter what, when, why & how..hope to see you all lagi..sooner or later..don’t know where & how it is..live well..!




To the Muslims: May Allah bless..
To the Non-Muslims: May God bless..


Epilog:

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P/S:
Ahaha..I’m done with our mini story..takut it’ll hilang & gone slowly..snippets by snippets..so, aku lakarkan dalam mini cerita..ignore the grammatical error..ignore the cara sastera-tak-hebat..tak pandai sangat tulis..taw throw and spill ja..Actually ada dialog yang revamped sebab tak ingat sangat each word yang keluar dari mulut korang..hehe..with an apology..

you all are deeply missed..
haha..mushy la pulak..sheesh..mata dah terasa macam masuk pasir..haha..
This pieces tak jual mana-mana kedai buku or printed in mana-mana mags..depends..nak simpan atau tak..

TQ..

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